River Nile

River Nile
~ The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, n something to hope for....!!...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

~ rEgrEtes...!!

Im sorry for all of the stupid things i do
n all d pain i put u through
im sorry that u just cant feel..
how very important u r to me
my very life n my very air
rests there in ur eyes...


i move as u move n do as u do
together as one our heart sighs
but now im just killing u coz ive felt..
im putting all the pressure on u because ive thought..
im so very sorry...
i never meant to do this..
i wanted u to be happy
but now im making u the opposite
i see ur once sparkling angel eyes
now teaming with hurt and despair
u say u luv me more than the world then i act like i dont care..
please forgive me...i luv u too..
im just so confused n dont know what to do..!!

sorry...!!!

~ bhagawat Geeta says....

The tragedy of human history is decreasing happiness in the midst of increasing comforts.
Religion must not be considered true because it is necessary, but necessary because it is true.
Luv is a consistent passion to give, not a meek persistent hope to receive….
The only demand of life is the privilege to luv all...
Success or achievement is not the final goal, It is the spirit in which u act that puts the seal of beauty upon ur life….
All disturbances n challenges rise not only from our relationship with others, but in our attitude to all other things and beings….
Prosperity is like wine, which goes to the head, and makes man forget his Creator….
The spirit of Advaita is not to keep away from anything, but to keep in tune with everything…
Spirituality is neither the privilege of the poor nor the luxury of the rich. It is the choice of the wise man….
Faults become thick when luv is thin….
Don't put the key to ur happiness in someone else's pocket….
Comfort comes as a guest; lingers to become the host, n stays to enslave us….
Surrender in spite of Freedom is the way of wise men….
Sin is never in action, it is always in reaction….
In all adversities there is always in its depth, a treasure of spiritual blessings secretly hidden….
A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him….
It is sure to be dark if u close ur eyes….
Mind alone is maya at play….
Temper takes u to Trouble, Pride keeps u there….
Remember, 'Even This Will Pass Away'….

Sunday, August 15, 2010

tHirsT......

In your arms,
I’m in my safe haven.
With u holding me tight,
I have no other craving.

All I need,
is that one look,
that says u’re always there,
just like in a fairy-tale book.
If only I could explain,
how much luv I have for u.
Then maybe, just maybe
u'd feel it too.

..Im sorry for never being gud enough...!!

~ The Unity in duality!-Quantum Physics & Vedanta...!!


The Atom
There are two ways of trying to know anything. Only two to be precise, there can be no third way! The First is which Science employs-knowing the subject. Herein the basic assumptions that the subject knows itself & tries to find out about the objective the WORLD (the external world).Here we may substitute physics theory also for Science as physics theory is the most aggressive branch, out of all. It is the true Science-rest all are applied sciences.
When mankind begins for such a journey, one thing is presumed that everything is already known about the subject or the KNOWER or the Human mind,or Consciousness to be precise.
There can be one more way, the way of spirituality or VEDANTA-the most enlightened form of spirituality. This way begins from introspection, without presumptions & prejudices. VEDANTA says that the subject itself is unknown!
According to VEDANTA, presuming the world to be objective is a flawed thinking. Unscientific of course! How can the subject (Me or the human mind) know the object (world or Physical realm) if I myself do not
know my own basic nature? or HOW DO I KNOW WHAT I KNOW?.VEDANTA attempts to know objectively the KNOWER. In such an attempt, it gradually reaches a stage where it discovers that the basic attempt
to objectively know the world itself, or to consider the Physical world separate from us is incorrect. There is no true Physical world except in our thoughts. It is just the consciousness which perceives, names, analyses & concludes about the World. Hence, the great discovery of VEDANTA is that the subject (the KNOWER) itself is the object & hence can not know the world objectively.
To put it simply, CAN THE PART KNOW THE WHOLE?. The beauty of VEDANTA is that it does not conclude on preformed hypothesis, rather than getting answers it creates some of the most beautiful questions.
WHO AM I?
HOW DO I KNOW WHAT I KNOW?
WHO IS THE KNOWER?
CAN THE PART KNOW THE WHOLE?
WHAT IS REAL?
WHAT IS-”the IS”?
WHAT EXISTS OUT OF TIME & SPACE?

The whole observations of Vedanta are far more scientific & complete than of the modern sciences. And hence many common observations occur. The famous Bell’s theorem forces us to accept the validity of the concept of BRAHMAN-the ultimate consciousness.
Some of the conceptual enigmas of Quantum physics theory are also explainable by VEDANTIK deliberations. e.g Modern Quantum physics theory now knows that all matter on this earth is practically composed of sub-atomic particles
such as protons, neutrons & electrons. These particles have the same nature, no matter what element they constitute i.e the electron of carbon is essentially the same as that of Hydrogen.
Hence all matter being composed of one thing only seems plausible.
Second the basic constituent particle i.e electron displays dual nature-both MATTER & wave mechanics-both explainable with physics theory Experiments. Same way light also displays “DUAL NATURE”-explained well by Photo-electric effect & Young’s double slit interference experiment.
As a VEDANTIK, my humble submission is that the attempt to know weather matter is particle or wave mechanics & the same way for light is futile. Honestly, it is MATTER-O-wave mechanics. Sometimes matter, sometimes wave mechanics. Because, the duality of wave mechanics & matter is artificial! Not real. Nothing is there which is only matter or only wave mechanics!!!
The human senses have a limit of knowing-both upper & lower limit.
e.g. we hear 20 hz & then up to 20,000 Hz (Infrasonic & Ultrasonic being inaudible).Same goes for eyes (eyes do not see distinct object in less than 1/20 sec),similar for nose (Dogs smell very well what we can’t).
the touch receptors at the back of man can’t distinguish two points of touch if separated by less than 20 cm. The list of limitation of human senses can go on & on & on.
The instruments of physics theory laboratory are nothing but extension of our sense organs only. e.g. a microscope is a better eye, a particle counter is a better sense organ.But alas all in vain!
The famous theorem that” the position & the velocity of a particle can not be simultaneously known” puts a stop to the knowing of “simultaneous” events. As nothing can travel faster than speed of light ,than how do we know what is simultaneous?
VEDANTA says that the subtle or “sukshma” is something which can not be comprehended by sense organs. However, refined or better the equipment may be. The consciousness doesn’t exists in the frame of space & time, the sense organs do.
We can go in the form of a corollary-TO KNOW WHAT EXISTS BEYOND SPACE & TIME, THE KNOWING TOOL ALSO HAS TO BE OUT OF SPACE & TIME”.
The famous Einstienian observation that “we can not objectively know the frame, if we are a part of the frame”
To put it simply, how can a man in train see/observe the train if he is inside the moving train? The actual right observation will be made only by a man on platform!
Now for the big result-that -if we are able to comprehend something which is out of frame of space & time than the tool is also out of frame of space & time.
Hence, the big mahavakya-Tat Twam asi!!! (Thou are that!!!).
In meditation, the VEDANTIK knower discovers that the all pervading, all existing consciousness is out of the frame of space & time. If such a perceived consciousness, the Godly consciousness, the eternal space or the BRAHMAN can be perceived than it is a true by corollary that the knowing consciousness or the enlightened consciousness is also of the same nature as BRAHMAN.
The following example contains the answer:
When we create a pot, than we observe that the pot contains some space. Let’s call it “POTSPACE” or the GHAT-AKASH. Now suppose the pot is broken than where does the space in the pot go?

Is it where it is?
Did it appear & disappear with the pot?
Was it not there, from the very beginning?
The VEDANTIK knows that the appearance & disappearance of space is just an illusion. There was always one space from the very beginning-the eternal space. Nothing appeared & nothing disappeared. The creation & destruction of the pot creates the illusion.
Apply it on your life.Your birth & death.And you’ll know it all.

The Man makes the mistake of associating himself to be the pot, while he is the space itself. But, this realization of being the eternal space doesn’t occur easily.
While dreaming-Is it easy to know that you are dreaming?
Arise,Awake & Stop not till the goal is achieved!  (Kathopnishad)

~ Quantum physics theory & vedanta
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010

~ tHis hELL..

                      ........I sit here,
                            Alone again,
                          You promised,
                    You would never leave me.
                   Nothing is worth this hell.
                 Nothing is worth this pain that I feel.......!!

~..TwInS....

The poet who was born with me
has poured
the sands of moonlight
in my heart
flung at my eyes
the choicest pains of life.

Clenching my soul
between his teeth
he has scraped the burning wounds
of my breath
and burnt my shoulders, always
saying 'Pain brings realization.'

Now panicked
by his own sorrow
says to me: 'Come
let's commit suicide....'

Saturday, August 7, 2010

..just one vision to my back....

When u are in love with someone but is afraid to confess,
 it can be a torturing experience. 
But u can try to use a secret luv poem to make this easier for ur feelings to be made known. 
Deepest Feeling Have u ever luvd someone on the quiet Where ur deepest feelings are kept a secret u are drawn to the person like a magnet And yet u needed to keep things private. Yes, I luv you....!!

Friday, August 6, 2010

...both r ours........

I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now u're here
Brighten my northern sky....!!
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..Pain is all around u, always searching for a way inside u're heart. Never giving up, constantly ripping away at ur soul. Just when u think u have found happiness n contentment, pain comes in n destroys everything. This is something that is unavoidable, always reoccurring at the happiest points in time. Never caring about the person it's attacking. So ruthless n unsympathetic when it sets in, laughing in ur face n tearing ur heat into pieces, never giving u a chance to find out what true happiness feels like. Always stealing a piece of u when it leaves, just to come back again to devastate u once more. Always there to keep u in its grasps, never fully releasing ur heart. Pain is always destroying everything u luv n care about. There is no escaping the heartless destructiveness of this dark presence we know as Pain.....

Thursday, August 5, 2010

~ you..Smiled ..!!

u smiled, u spoke and I believed,
By every word and smile- deceived.

Another man would hope no more;
Nor hope I- what I hoped before.

But let not this last wish be vain;
Deceive, deceive me once again!!







...The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain...

Sunday, August 1, 2010

~ HaPpY FrEnZiP DaY ~

MY DEAR FREN...!!

U r d almost all precious thing,
in my being at the moment…
u denote added to me than anyone else,
n I anticipate u’r here to stay…!!
What I suffer for u lies deep,
deep within my spirit.
The amount of luv u perceive,
is merely just a part…!!
Not even these verse,
dt u inspire me to write,
can express how I adore u,
or how I dream of u day n night !..
u fill up my skull with things,
I’ve never thought ahead of.
u’v let me feel true luv,
n u let my heart soar...!!
u r all I’ve ever required,
n all I’ll ever need.
coz u my sweet angel,
r d most precious passion…!!..!!
-UR FREN..NAVEEN...!!

April - 20. 2010. France.

~ how sweet...dherai nazeek mehsus garna thali sake chhu...~ no one ws attachd in this way to my life...there was only my god in my heart....and.....
now..i realized.....while i ws in hsptl........these days. you were in "my heart....
really.....you are the one....to whom.....i want to share all my happiness.....all my.........pains ...i want to laugh with you.........I want to cry with you.......I want to go far-far away.......only with you.........where there is no one to know us....where there is no any....pain..no hurt...no ....nothing....else...only............YOU...........ME..........n WE....with pleasant feelings........with enough.............Luv.........ONLY LUV....my dear...if you allow.........if you consider.........If you permit........let me say.........one thing..........from the core..........of my heart........that..........Im in......
LUV...........IN LUV.............if to feel all time to some one...is luv....than..Im in LUV..........if to remember every seconds to someone is LUV...than YES...Im In LUV..........and ....to whom..............i feel always............i prefer to spend...........my time..........that .STUPID...........
CUTE.....SWEET.....PRETTY.......LUVLY..........N. .INNOCENT..........GIRL ...........IS ........YOU.....'------'......!!"

























                                                                                                 
                                                                                '..n she accepted....'

Friday, July 30, 2010

CHITHI NA KOI SANDES (for u dad...)

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"खुशी र सुखको कारणले भन्दा दु:ख र पिडाको कारणले जोडीएको सम्बन्ध आफ्नो हुँदोरैछ अनि सधैंको लागि हुँदोरैछ....." - Chijan dee.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

~ niGhTs 0f m0UrNinG....

Tiptoeing away from me,
Silent
Without tears
Without laughter...

A blue glass dome
far-flung.. away,
The moon stirs
The dust of silence
It builds me gloomy all around I see her.
She’s for all time mourn.
She's for all time yelling too.
She creates herself sob a lot but not as much as u.
n always opinion about u.
ur always making her teary-eyed.
she luvs u dad why did u have to go.
she miss u a lot but u obviously don't know.
Otherwise u wouldn't have had to go.

Once
Only once,
I wish u would wake up..
To see what happens
In the nights of separation,
What happens
In the nights of mourning….!!













'...If tears could build a staircase
n memories a lane,
I would walk all the way to Heaven,
n bring u back again.....'

Friday, July 23, 2010

 U are the nearly all precious thing,
in my being today.
U mean added to me than anyone else,
n I expect U’r here to stay.
What I feel for u lies deep,
deep within my heart.
The amount of luv u see,
is merely just a part.
Not even these poems,
that u inspire me to write,
can describe how I adore u,
or how I dream of U day n night.
u fill my head with things,
I’ve never thought before.
U’ve let me feel true luv,
n U let my heart soar.
U r all I’ve ever wanted,
n all I’ll ever need.
Because U my sweet angel,
U  r d most precious thing….

~ bRokEn piEcE ~

A broken piece of a poem
drifting in my breath,


When if came up to my lipz
it cut my tongue.
When I held it by the teeth
my lipz begun to bleed
as if a piece of blade
was struck in my throat.
I could not spit it out,
I was unable to swallow it.


That broken piece of a poem
kept drifting in my breath,
kept drifting
drifting....!!



Thursday, July 22, 2010

~ a gEt-T0gEthEr .....!!

Death is thick in the air.
Phones
of the city
come together.


A sahib says tearfully:
See his face
looks as if I call him 
he will wake up.


Some responsibly people
speak with responsibility
'What time will the body be lifted?'
'Get some stale curd'
'Tell them to see his face for the last time'
'Wait for another flight from Uganda,
some people might come.'


A car has stopped out side.
All the faces turn;
the wailing which had died down
rises again.....!!