April - 20. 2010. France.

~ how sweet...dherai nazeek mehsus garna thali sake chhu...~ no one ws attachd in this way to my life...there was only my god in my heart....and.....
now..i realized.....while i ws in hsptl........these days. you were in "my heart....
really.....you are the one....to whom.....i want to share all my happiness.....all my.........pains ...i want to laugh with you.........I want to cry with you.......I want to go far-far away.......only with you.........where there is no one to know us....where there is no any....pain..no hurt...no ....nothing....else...only............YOU...........ME..........n WE....with pleasant feelings........with enough.............Luv.........ONLY LUV....my dear...if you allow.........if you consider.........If you permit........let me say.........one thing..........from the core..........of my heart........that..........Im in......
LUV...........IN LUV.............if to feel all time to some one...is luv....than..Im in LUV..........if to remember every seconds to someone is LUV...than YES...Im In LUV..........and ....to whom..............i feel always............i prefer to spend...........my time..........that .STUPID...........
CUTE.....SWEET.....PRETTY.......LUVLY..........N. .INNOCENT..........GIRL ...........IS ........YOU.....'------'......!!"
























                                                                                                 
                                                                                '..n she accepted....'

CHITHI NA KOI SANDES (for u dad...)

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"खुशी र सुखको कारणले भन्दा दु:ख र पिडाको कारणले जोडीएको सम्बन्ध आफ्नो हुँदोरैछ अनि सधैंको लागि हुँदोरैछ....." - Chijan dee.

~ niGhTs 0f m0UrNinG....

Tiptoeing away from me,

Silent

Without tears

Without laughter...

A blue glass dome

far-flung.. away,

The moon stirs

The dust of silence

It builds me gloomy all around I see her.

She’s for all time mourn.

She's for all time yelling too.

She creates herself sob a lot but not as much as u.

n always opinion about u.

ur always making her teary-eyed.

she luvs u dad why did u have to go.

she miss u a lot but u obviously don't know.

Otherwise u wouldn't have had to go.

Once

Only once,

I wish u would wake up..

To see what happens

In the nights of separation,

What happens

In the nights of mourning….!!

'...If tears could build a staircase
n memories a lane,
I would walk all the way to Heaven,
n bring u back again.....'

 U are the nearly all precious thing,
in my being today.
U mean added to me than anyone else,
n I expect U’r here to stay.

What I feel for u lies deep,
deep within my heart.
The amount of luv u see,
is merely just a part.

Not even these poems,
that u inspire me to write,
can describe how I adore u,
or how I dream of U day n night.

u fill my head with things,
I’ve never thought before.
U’ve let me feel true luv,
n U let my heart soar.

U r all I’ve ever wanted,
n all I’ll ever need.
Because U my sweet angel,
U  r d most precious thing….

~ bRokEn piEcE ~

A broken piece of a poem
drifting in my breath,


When if came up to my lipz
it cut my tongue.
When I held it by the teeth
my lipz begun to bleed
as if a piece of blade
was struck in my throat.
I could not spit it out,
I was unable to swallow it.


That broken piece of a poem
kept drifting in my breath,
kept drifting
drifting....!!

~ a gEt-T0gEthEr .....!!

Death is thick in the air.
Phones
of the city
come together.


A sahib says tearfully:
See his face
looks as if I call him 
he will wake up.


Some responsibly people
speak with responsibility
'What time will the body be lifted?'
'Get some stale curd'
'Tell them to see his face for the last time'
'Wait for another flight from Uganda,
some people might come.'


A car has stopped out side.
All the faces turn;
the wailing which had died down
rises again.....!!

~ ThE PaInTeD sUn ~

night was in the deep sleep
when I mixed FIRE and LIGHT
and on a white virgin CANVAS
I painted a SUN;
a red blazing sun

By morning
the sun had burnt a gaping hole
in my canvas
and there were ashes
all over my room....